tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38178392011-04-21T12:39:45.311-07:00nessun dorma<h4>nessun dorma barcelona!</h4><br>
eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comBlogger1871100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-1107790545771488172005-02-07T07:33:00.000-08:002005-02-07T07:35:45.770-08:00::we moved::
so we have a new house..... yeah visit me and edu and edd and eduardo, and pollito, and baby b and well all of them in
SPANISH ADVENTURESeddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-1100620310389963592004-11-16T07:50:00.000-08:002004-11-16T07:51:50.390-08:00::just like barça::
My ex told me that I was like Barcelona, a pretentious little b..... he's so dutch!eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-1084964964773429492004-05-19T04:08:00.000-07:002004-05-19T04:09:24.773-07:00::oh I think it's time to come again::
Give me a few weeks tons of pics, and stories....well Barcelona is shiningeddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-1066221718605097702003-10-15T05:41:00.000-07:002003-10-15T06:04:14.526-07:00::from ny to paris::
One of the not that good things of my job is that I don't own my time, they organize my agenda, and i just have to say yes and jump into a plane, I'm starting to know the crews, and I'm starting to talk as a Continental-boy....I don't say Buenos Aires, I say EZE or Ezeiza. that's the airport code, or Gru for Sao Paulo, or JFK to NY. OH it's so great when you don't have to eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-1065790120448125502003-10-10T05:48:00.000-07:002003-10-15T05:37:28.750-07:00::my boss...a bitch::
Look at me, 7:30 am, I’ve been in my office for 20 minutes, sleepy, cranky and hating my boss like I’ve never hated anyone else before, where the hell this people found this woman?, she’s not a femme fatal, she’s a bitch!, BIG DIFFERENCE, I shall say. The way she treats others, just makes me wanna throw her out of the window!, Oh but not me…I’m soooo not gonna let her!, eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-1065704342703672282003-10-09T05:59:00.000-07:002003-10-09T05:59:02.050-07:00::sweet dreams::
Oh my, I've been soooo busy lately, the office is consuming half my time, another quarter in the gym, and the other quarter well boys… hehehe.
The past week I’ve been moving all my things in the office from the 10th floor to the 18th, I have a great view from the bay…love it! It wont last much but its great, My plans to go to NY still up, we’ve been having some problems with theeddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-1062372766403150302003-08-31T16:32:00.000-07:002003-10-09T05:32:41.633-07:00::building a new life::
So many things, so many people, so many, so many…-I can’t complain, life’s been treating me well, I’ve been taking good care of me, and I’m in the place I wan t to be. You make plans, but you just can’t count with “casualité” you can call it destiny or luck, or just little white flower in your way that you may or not pick. Let’s see, I finished my job in the studio I was eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-1057972477833108222003-07-11T18:14:00.000-07:002003-07-12T10:29:37.676-07:00::thank you::
Nessun Dorma…I guess now I’ll try to sleep it’s been almost a year since I came out, and I’ve met so many beautiful people thru this journal, this journal has been the spectator of so many moments, good ones other not that good, but all with something to teach. The people, friends I’ll always love.
So I guess this is how I close this chapter, no better way to close it that being ineddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-1057899234234452682003-07-10T21:53:00.000-07:002003-07-10T21:53:54.063-07:00::true love waits::
I'll drown my beliefs
To have you be in peace
I'll dress like your niece
To wash your swollen feet
Just don't leave
Don't leave
And true love waits
In haunted attics
And true love wins
On lollipops and crisps
Just don't leave
Don't leave
I'm not living
I'm just killing time
Your tiny hands
Your crazy kiss and smile
Just lonely, longing
Just lonely, longing
I didn't kneweddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-1057203019181089972003-07-02T20:30:00.000-07:002003-07-02T20:40:05.896-07:00::b.i.t.c.h.::
Oh…terrible, terrible, what a terrible day, it started pretty early, and I mean pretty early, I had a meeting in the office, and at 8:31 am, the problems started, I had a really uncomfortable moment with Anna, she works in my office, and happens to be my boss’s daughter, we’ve been friends for a long long time, way before I started working in her dad’s office, she’s a really eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-1057090317064802482003-07-01T13:11:00.000-07:002003-07-01T20:00:20.716-07:00::silly me lunch time::
Ok I know I’ve said before that my gaydar is not working very well, probably not working at all, now here’s something I wanna share, just to let you know there might be a little light at the end of the tunnel, maybe is just low batteries, yeah, I tent to throw the instructions away before reading them so probably that was it, I just don’t know how to use it.
Last eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-1056930401482043382003-06-29T16:46:00.000-07:002003-06-29T16:52:34.946-07:00::show me more::
I think I started the weekend the best way I could, shopping, yeah, shopping is the best therapy for stress days. I got a new pair of NIKE’s and I’m gonna start running again, I miss it. Then I went to see the doctor, ‘cause I thought I had an eye infection, apparently is just a consequence of my laziness, yeah I have to take off my contact lenses once in a while…hehe.
Anywayeddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-960148512003-06-25T06:33:00.000-07:002003-06-25T08:32:43.000-07:00::*(but) - summer solstice::
First BUT
Last weekend was the summer solstice, it was supposed to be a weekend full of music, and laughs, I went out with C, on a real date, we had dinner and then to see a really nice german film, he’s a really nice guy and so sweet, now here when I say BUT, but, I’m not sure we have many things in common, and I don’t know how to tell him that. Yesterday he eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-959254662003-06-22T15:19:00.000-07:002003-06-22T15:34:11.000-07:00::loved ones::
Party in my flat in Barcelona, Matty, Rob, Maria A. Tobias, Edd, Carmen
Roommies, Park Guell Barcelona
I love paper lamps
Matty...oh Matty
Guill, Edd, Claudio in Ibiza....
Love you all!
eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-958740142003-06-20T13:20:00.000-07:002003-06-20T13:20:55.000-07:00::busy::
Busy, busy, busy, busy…. I wasn’t supposed to be in the office full time, that’s what I loved about the deal with RJ, my boss, now I’m spending more time in the office than home, I stopped going to the gym and running, the good part is that I’m doing what I really like, tomorrow I have a meeting with the clients, to show them the first sketches, the house, well very open to the sea, oh eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-957788042003-06-17T21:17:00.000-07:002003-06-17T21:19:37.000-07:00::not just ice::
What time is it?….. it’s 9 am, WOW!..ok, I guess this is the worst way to start this right?, last Saturday I got a call from a friend, inviting me to a pool party at his place, night pool party?, hmm sounds like fun, but I didn’t knew anybody there, and I was still feeling little down, but I push myself out of my room, out of my place, and went. Called him when I was downstairseddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-955732972003-06-11T19:25:00.000-07:002003-06-13T22:32:18.000-07:00::do you remember mornings in madrid?::
would love to say that things are great here, but it’s a little difficult, you know, I come from what I like to call a globalized family, my brother in Buenos Aires, cousins in the U.S., Canada, Jamaica, Greece, Spain, Germany, N.Z. yeah, you know a family without borders, and friends, oh well in every place I can imagine, good friends, people I remember eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-952671782003-06-03T20:29:00.000-07:002003-06-03T20:38:11.000-07:00::......::
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
'cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
[chorus]
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away alleddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-950666242003-05-29T21:51:00.000-07:002003-05-29T21:52:46.000-07:00::fancy kir::
Well my friend didn’t showed up, damn I’m such a lucky guy!, anyway, Sandra called, the French guy from the embassy called her, that jerk lost my number, anyway, to tell her that there was going to be a film festival sponsored by his office, and he wanted me to know, they are going to show some films that were running for the Palm d’or in the Cannes Film Festival, I’m really eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-950235282003-05-28T22:11:00.000-07:002003-05-28T22:20:31.000-07:00::i like that shirt::
Another opening at the museum, how I love this things!, full of nice good looking guys, and so cool, this time my friend Sandra called me and said that this one was pretty special, the cocktail after the protocol was going to be held in the foyer of this amazing 100 years old house part of the museum, the music was lovely, and the wine was great.
I was talking to some eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-949252822003-05-26T21:23:00.000-07:002003-05-26T22:39:34.000-07:00::party and new friends ii::
So we kissed, I looked at him, and smiled, he kissed me again, it was nice and sweet, he held my hand, and Jer came and told him to be careful and sweet with me, that he was going to be watching, he’s such a great guy, he also told us that it was time to leave, that we were going to his place, so we did, and I went with his friend. The place looked pretty nice, eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-948847682003-05-25T22:11:00.000-07:002003-05-25T22:20:25.000-07:00::party and new friends::
Well I know I’m always complaining about not having enough gay friends, and that I don’t want to be single and that kind of stuff… and I also know that nothing is going to happen while sitting here, right? Well, so I did something, I told you a couple days earlier that a guy asked me for a lunch date right? Well he asked me out again, I didn’t wanted to go, I don’t eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-947229482003-05-21T22:21:00.000-07:002003-05-21T22:22:49.000-07:00::happy b-day mom..::
well mom’s birthday is today, I spent the whole night with her…she’s such a nice beautiful woman, she’s the best, we’ve had our differences but that’s part of the love, she’s trying to understand all the things I’m going thru, and I love her for that. eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-946663542003-05-20T20:18:00.000-07:002003-05-20T20:19:59.000-07:00::to the right..::
A few things
- The meeting with the Girbaud people went pretty well, they said I have to call in 2 weeks, now what am I gonna do?, well they are going to present a collection to some of their clients, now I got pretty nervous and boy I’ll get even worst when the day comes.
- My sister in law was here visiting, my brother is doing very well in Buenos Aires!… that’s so cool!
- eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-945556212003-05-18T17:44:00.000-07:002003-05-18T21:01:27.000-07:00::Tu pure, o Principessa.....::
Nessun Dorma, means nobody sleeps, first time I heard Turandot I was a little kid, I really didn’t understood, and my dad explained what was about. Turandot was a spoil & rebel princess, and when she got to the age were she had to find a husband, she proposed this, “The man who can answer the one question I have, will marry me, the one who fails will die” eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-944191452003-05-15T17:09:00.000-07:002003-05-15T17:21:19.000-07:00::caprichos::
I went this morning to the market, and I heard this lady complaining about her sisters “caprichos”...
Caprichos is a melodic Spanish word that founds his origins in the Italian word “capricio – capra”, and means to want something you really don’t need, but still you think you’ll die if you don’t get it.
You can have “caprichos” with people, you flirt with them, you push the eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-943698452003-05-14T21:18:00.000-07:002003-05-15T15:52:52.000-07:00::love::
Oh in the past 2 days I’ve got the most beautiful messages from friends, it's something happening that I don’t know? Am I sick or something? Please tell me the truth!!!eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-943149222003-05-14T00:05:00.000-07:002003-05-14T00:24:27.000-07:00::at 2 pm::
The day started slow & nice, went to the gym and there was this hot boy in the showers YAY, and he said hi, then run to pick my sister and have lunch with her, we went to RA, the cool restaurant with the sexy waiter. I told my sister what happened yesterday, and she asked me if I had the card, I gave it to her, and with a slow movement she took her mobile and called…I was like “eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-942460552003-05-12T21:49:00.000-07:002003-05-12T22:08:48.000-07:00::stranger in the parking lot::
Alex, my friend from the pool called to wish me happy birthday from Venezuela, I got so happy when I heard his voice, I couldn’t believe it, to hear his voice again, what a nice surprise!. Well to my post now…. How do I start, well I was walking to my car, that’s a good start, and as I got closer this person came and started talking to me, asking me about eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-941592352003-05-11T11:54:00.000-07:002003-05-11T12:01:11.000-07:00::100 years later::
Some of my friends still don’t know I’m gay, yeah mea culpa, and there’s no special reason, I don’t see them that much, and when I see them, some times is just for a little while. Now what happened?, well a few months ago I met in Madrid a really nice guy, he was studying music in Brussels, and we kept in contact after I left. Anyway when I was leaving BCN, he sent me an eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-940354462003-05-08T22:26:00.000-07:002003-05-08T22:41:16.000-07:00::this is not my kitchen::
The music was loud, DJ Oscar G. was on the background, people wearing white, smoking and laughing, I was like a refugee in Sandra’s kitchen, it was hot & the wine in the plastic china wasn’t helping, there was this girl, I think her name was Sonia or Sofia, she was blending something and she asked me to help her. People in the living were talking about eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-939529252003-05-07T15:20:00.000-07:002003-05-07T15:28:52.000-07:00::i'm here::
I’m alive, after an amazing party, yeah, I have good friends, and it was so nice to be with them. I also want to thank all the mails and IMs you are the best!.
This week?, pretty relax, it’s been raining a lot, I love rainy days, and well haven’t gone to the gym or the park or anything, Oh boy I have to start again pronto!.
I have a date coming next week, and things are gonna eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-936795132003-05-02T17:04:00.000-07:002003-05-02T18:25:12.000-07:00::celebrating life 20 - 23::
"..it’s time to live your life boy...”
What about 20?, or 21? I was so happy, I didn’t had time for anything, working on my thesis, I loved it, I was designing and writing full time, ok I wasn’t getting paid, but I was doing what I really liked. And I guess it helped me not to think, I tried to had weekly meetings with my advisers, so you can imagine how busy I eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-936189412003-05-01T15:00:00.000-07:002003-05-01T15:04:02.000-07:00::celebrating life 15 - 20::
"..come and have fun...”
So after 15 things started to go real fast, I was starting to go out to parties, first time drunk, trying to sneak into bars and clubs with my friends, and I was in my last year of school, I had to pick a career, my sister was in law school, and my brother was finishing med school, so I chose architecture & arts. My mom thought I was to eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-935684112003-04-30T19:09:00.000-07:002003-04-30T23:49:38.000-07:00::celebrating life 10 - 15::
“…maybe stepping aside is another way to get there..”
After 10, well I was a little more awake to the things that were happening around me, probably couldn’t understand them very well, but I knew things were going on. I was almost 11 when the U.S. invaded my country, it was like a little war, my dad was inside politics and that wasn’t very good, but at the end, we eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-935112032003-04-29T21:24:00.000-07:002003-04-29T21:26:38.000-07:00::celebrating life 0 - 10::
Congratulation Ms. S. is a boy
They were already a family, a mom, a dad, a boy and a girl, but why not one more, yeah the boy was 6 and the girl was 4, and the mom was still very young. The dad spent half his time out of the country working, the mom spent her time and a half taking care of the young family it was the right time to invite a new member. So the bodies eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-934246982003-04-28T15:00:00.000-07:002003-04-28T17:58:07.000-07:00::coffee, milk and other thoughts::
I’m still not so sure if it was the coffee, or too much sugar, or probably the possibility of some big changes soon, that didn’t let me sleep well last night. I know it’s way to soon to think about big changes, but I have this feeling about this whole thing, I just can’t explain. And if the opportunity comes, I’m not gonna think it twice, & of course, I’ll beeddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-933325292003-04-26T23:35:00.000-07:002003-04-26T23:40:06.000-07:00::deus ex machina::
In old greek plays, when the characters had to many problems to solve by the end of the play, and very little time left to do so, a “man from heaven”, came down to the stage to fix everything, give justice and punishment, give life or take it away, all that in 2 minutes. That man who came down on a mechanical platform was a god, the god in the machine, (deus ex machina). I eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-932829692003-04-25T22:51:00.000-07:002003-04-26T11:25:46.000-07:00::pearl post::
It was a long long day, woke up pretty early got ready and went to the docks to get my boat, I paid for the round trip as usual, this time the lady said that the boat was coming back to the city at 4:30, that I had to be sure to be in the docks at 4:15 at least, It was fine…in the boat there was a nice couple, a guy with a green t-shirt and me, the day was really nice, sunny and eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-931586002003-04-23T21:45:00.000-07:002003-04-23T21:46:07.000-07:00::and we are moving::
“Time to leave now.... I’ll see you soon, be good” I hear some voice on the background announcing his flight to Buenos Aires, I hardly understand, don’t you just hate airport voice messages?, anyway, Minie is ready, she looked beautiful, she looks like a beautiful wife, well she is a wife, my brother’s wife. Mom, was trying not to cry, I was happy in some way, ‘cause this eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-930221122003-04-21T20:12:00.000-07:002003-04-21T20:12:17.000-07:00::colors::
Little white marvel squares in the floor, I can’t stop looking at them, the pattern is not the best, but there’s something about the color, is not a common white, is not ivory white, it has this really tiny beige and golden lines, but when you look it as one thing it has this light, if I keep looking at the floor I’m going to fall. I haven’t been in this place in a while, last time Ieddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-929574742003-04-20T19:03:00.000-07:002003-04-20T19:09:10.000-07:00::i'm still here::
“Amici, diem perdidi”, just as Tito Livio, I haven’t done anything today, it’s been a quiet relax day, the end of a very slow week, hopefully next one will be better
My birthday is in 2 weeks, so I started buying myself some presents, birthdays, hmm, I remember when I was 17, Alexandra a friend of my cousin had a crush on me, and wanted to organize me a birthday party, oh boy,eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-927938552003-04-17T12:07:00.000-07:002003-04-17T12:09:40.000-07:00::some new things::
All my body hurts from yesterday’s work, yeah, I’m all sunburned, went to Pearl Island and had a great time, I took the 7:00 am boat, and was there at 8:30, beautiful day, never been there before, the manager was waiting for me, we talked for a while & went straight to the construction, we studied the blueprints and all my part was done at 10:00 am, and the boat wasn’t goingeddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-926299002003-04-14T21:34:00.000-07:002003-04-14T21:34:19.936-07:00::hearts::
Something i learned to in the worst possible way, is that I have two ears and one mouth, maybe that means that I have to listen more and talk less.....eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-925957762003-04-14T11:02:00.000-07:002003-04-14T11:04:18.000-07:00::hearts::
A weekend of surprises, goods and bads, the bads, well my friend J called from Spain, his boyfriend Jamie broke up with him, I got so sad, Jamie is one of my best friends, and they were the perfect couple, is not going to be the same without them together, they helped me so much when I got to Spain, oh well I’m going to call Jaime later on, oh I how I wish I was there to hug J.
The eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-924029902003-04-10T20:13:00.000-07:002003-04-10T21:58:44.000-07:00::mio::
Two things I don’t talk to my friends, religion and politics, yes I do have an opinion about them, but I can’t expect my friends to think like me, at all. My family never was very religious, yeah I went to an ultra Jesuit catholic school, but that was just ‘cause my dad studied there, so we can call it tradition, not love for religion. I remember when I was a kid, on Sunday mornings, I eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-923250202003-04-09T17:24:00.000-07:002003-04-09T17:25:00.000-07:00::the haircut::
I cut my hair, yeah, now is really short!… Charlie is my hair stylist, he’s been my stylist for a long time, he’s really sexy guy early 30’s, I had such a crush on him, he has a great body, beautiful smile, he’s one of the sexiest guys I’ve met here. We’ve never talked about me being gay, I guess he knew it a long time ago, but it has never been a topic between us, well not eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-922618332003-04-08T19:31:00.000-07:002003-04-08T19:34:05.000-07:00::my job::
Things are starting to look different here, from having nothing to do, well now I have a lot of little things to do, today I got a call from Pro-V, a huge construction company I used to work for. One of the architects there called me and asked me if I was busy, ok now you never ask me if I’m busy, ‘cause I’m gonna say no, he said they are designing a building in the old part of the eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-921789572003-04-07T15:37:00.000-07:002003-04-07T20:37:53.000-07:00::the b place::
Here I am, again, with my white shirt and my jeans, my red shoes and my laptop, working, trying to focus, but I can’t stop looking outside, everything looks so green from up here, probably is a postwedding trauma, who knows.
Ely called, and invite me to Alb’s b-day, they were going to the B Room, the coolest place here now, the place is nice, but I still don’t know why peopleeddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-921288612003-04-06T21:56:00.000-07:002003-04-06T21:56:48.000-07:00::the origin of love::
The wedding was beautiful, everything was were it has to be, even me, Sandra did it again, she looked lovely, with that amazing dress, and we looked like a really nice couple, well with just one little detail right?. Anyway, we danced & danced, the people asking stupid questions, I’m getting used to that. I had a good time, Sandra wasn’t feeling very well so I took her eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-920525342003-04-05T11:35:00.000-08:002003-04-05T11:37:27.000-08:00::vanilla & channel::
Oh, how beautiful memories linked to special smells, things that you just live once in your life, no I wont forget, no, they are not going to leave, oh no. Love, the color of the end of the night, that mix of hope and tenderness, yeah, they all have a unique scent for me.
Lemmon & honey…..my dad.
Lavender & coffee…summers at grandma’s
Fresh paint…. First day of classes
I eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-920227662003-04-04T20:24:00.000-08:002003-04-04T20:24:27.763-08:00::betty davis...we love you::
"If you want a thing done well, get a couple of old broads to do it."
Betty Davis
eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-919593762003-04-03T20:15:00.000-08:002003-04-03T20:16:36.000-08:00::ups again::
I was on my way to the park, singing on loud “Linger” and changing my shirt in the red light, I was late, so when I was walking away from the car, I hear an annoying voice calling my name… shit, Ms. D, I thought, she was one of my last clients, a really pain in the ass, but any how I went to say hi, she hugged me so hard I couldn’t breath, and asked why I didn’t called her and toldeddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-918836342003-04-02T18:25:00.000-08:002003-04-02T18:27:12.000-08:00::one big tnx::
Once more, mamma said there be days like this, hu?, I had an appointment at 8:30 in the
Pacific docks to take some pics to a couple of boats for my friend Cé, it was pretty nice, to bad I didn’t took my swim suit, what a great day, then at 12:00 run to the gym, and then to my old office to help Anne with a couple of things. Then buy a present for my former boss, today he’s eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-918138722003-04-01T18:56:00.000-08:002003-04-01T18:57:05.000-08:00::make a wish::
When I was little I couldn’t stay still in one place, I was always jumping from a place to another, talking to people, telling jokes, but I always had to go out. My dad used to say that I was going to be a politician, my mom never liked the idea. When I was growing up that feeling of wanting to run away stopped, I was way to busy pretending to be “normal”, but when I came out eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-917154292003-03-31T08:28:00.000-08:002003-03-31T08:42:21.000-08:00::the sleeping beauty’s airplane::
The dinner was really nice, I was a little nervous, but at the end everything went well, got there just in time with Sandra, wow she looked amazing, and the place was full of familiar faces, in fact 250. It took us little less than an hour to get to the table, ‘cause half of the people there were asking me stupid questions, everybody wanted to met my “eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-916197242003-03-29T13:55:00.000-08:002003-03-29T13:57:43.000-08:00::tonight, tonight::
Cé was my neighbor for 13 years, she’s one of the smartest girls I’ve ever met, she studied in Paris, and got married there, had the perfect marriage for 5 years, and had a beautiful baby, now she came to open her own business, she opened an office of tour operators and international public relations, she works with huge groups of VIP tourists from big companies like eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-915247472003-03-27T20:24:00.000-08:002003-03-27T20:28:04.000-08:00::tales from the park::
5:30, temperature 32°C, little cloudy but still nice, parked my car under the big oak, and get ready, look for my sunglasses and start stretching, I was thinking about Saturday’s dinner rehearsal and some other random stuff. Time to run, I always start in the clock tower side, I think it’s nicer Anne thinks the other way is easier, I don’t know. I start running, and 20 eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-914584742003-03-26T20:36:00.000-08:002003-03-26T20:37:58.000-08:00::under jupiter::
Gloria, the girl I met the other day in the French party had tickets for the last night of the Italian movie festival “Cinema under the Stars”, and asked me to go with her and two friends, and to my surprise they were showing Maléna, one of the most beautiful movies ever.
The great Giuseppe Tornatore, the one from Cinema Paradiso, made an amazing piece together with the eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-913939992003-03-25T21:32:00.000-08:002003-03-25T21:34:35.000-08:00::blah post::
It’s 12:18 am, I just got out from the shower, I’m sitting here in my room, still on my white towel typing & thinking if I lost something, I have that strange feeling, that anxiety, and I just don’t know why. On my way back from the gym I stopped in Brenda’s apartment, we talked for a long while, and then I came home, I lay down on my sofa, with Maya, but I couldn’t concentrate. eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-913249582003-03-24T20:31:00.000-08:002003-03-24T22:14:24.000-08:00::ice ice::
Well after a nice relax weekend, Monday’s here with bells and music, finally I’m going to the gym and the park after a one week break, I just hate been sick. But I’m ok now, and that’s great. Sunday found me with ice tea and Melissa yeah, was really nice, after spending 4 hours looking for an extra fine permanent marker we never found, we went to this little place to have ice tea, eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-912599282003-03-23T20:38:00.000-08:002003-03-23T20:51:26.000-08:00::tnx::
Thank you Gloria for such a funny night.....:)eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-911340462003-03-21T09:29:00.000-08:002003-03-21T09:37:58.000-08:00::la patrie::
The French embassy was celebrating….hmmm to tell you the truth I’m not so sure what they were celebrating, I was there to meet Jacques the French guy I met two nights ago.. oh my! Shame on me!… nah!.
I called Sandra and told her not to wait for me, I had a dinner plans with Brenda, & didn’t knew how long I was going to be there, but I was sure I wasn’t going to let her talk to eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-910413332003-03-19T21:41:00.000-08:002003-03-19T21:45:11.000-08:00::a kiss::
The other day talking to Todd, I found myself telling him about that night I went out with Jamie, what a night, it wasn’t that cold yet, I remember, we were going to meet Jay and a friend just got from Seville, we had dinner at Tenorio’s, I had the Tempura, and there was a gay couple sitting next to us, they looked so cute, I couldn’t stopped looking at them, then one of them smiled,eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-910152412003-03-19T13:40:00.000-08:002003-03-19T21:40:57.000-08:00::siamo soli::
Ahh! non ci posso credere
sei nervosa e
e non sai perchè
Ehh! non è mica facile
fai lamore e
e non pensi a me
Ehh! cosa vuoi rispondere
siamo qui
non mi senti
Ehh! noi parliamo spesso si
ma è così
siamo soli
Ehh! tu nn puoi pretendere
siamo qui
e siamo vivi
Ehh! tutto puo succedere
ora qui
siamo soli siamo soli
siamo soli siamo soli
Vivere insieme a me
hai ragione
hai ragione te
eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-909709672003-03-18T20:43:00.000-08:002003-03-18T20:51:25.000-08:00::time to go out::
To much time in my place, I was starting to see weird things, and hear (new) voices in my head, well it was ‘cause of the medications I’ve been taking for my cold. Anyway, I’m still a little sick, but there was no human power that could make me stay one more minute here, NO WAY!, so I called Sandra and told her I was going with her to that lebanese party she was going, hey eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-909017232003-03-17T20:28:00.000-08:002003-03-17T20:33:38.000-08:00::time::
“I don’t want to stop running thru life, if I stop, I’m going to get old”, I’m always going to remember this words, Wolfgang Joop the german designer said in a fabulous interview for “Prisma”, I remember there was a beautiful painting of Tamara Lempicka in the background, and then, just like that, I felt in love with Joop. I don’t want to stop running either, there are so many eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-908774992003-03-17T13:33:00.000-08:002003-03-17T13:53:40.000-08:00::peace, please::
I’m really sad with the news today about an imminent invasion of the U.S. & the British to Iraq, what are they trying to do?, what are they trying to prove? There’s still room for diplomacy, don’t shut the doors, not yet. I think we’ll have to wait to Bush's speech tonight. I don’t know who’s worst Saddam or Bush.
"...All we are saying is give peace a chance..."eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-908243312003-03-16T16:02:00.000-08:002003-03-16T18:17:16.000-08:00::and me?::
In words of Groucho Marx “Those are my principles, and if you don't like them... well, I have others”, Some things are easier for some people, and is up to you to help others, those who thinks that there’s no way out. Sometimes problems look bigger than they really are, tell me about it!, I spent 3 months in Barcelona working with homeless, they call them “ocupas”, it was amazing eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-907472762003-03-14T20:25:00.000-08:002003-03-14T20:25:09.436-08:00::8:30::
There was this place called Equinox in plaza del Sol, Gracia, a restaurant with a great falafel, but I really didn’t liked the place, it was something in the air, or in the water, I don’t know, but you could find me there every Sunday with Liz at 8:30, how I hated that place, there was this waiter/waitress the I wasn’t very sure if “IT” was a woman or a man, wow he/she was weird!. eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-906844212003-03-13T18:45:00.000-08:002003-03-13T18:47:11.000-08:00::sex::
So they were leaving this afternoon, & I went to say bye, & stayed there for a while talking. So I was leaving and Armand approached and gave me a hug, he took me by surprise, not that I’m complaining that a 6’2” hungarian hunk hugged me, at all, is just that I’m not used to strangers hugs, well not only to strangers, there’s also Alex, my pool friend, he’s always hugging and touching, eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-906330082003-03-12T21:24:00.000-08:002003-03-12T21:25:01.000-08:00::music::
7:30, Anne & Gab picked me up to go to the Museum of Contemporary Art, it was so nice to see Gab again, he’s Anne’s boyfriend, and a great guy. He said I looked pretty good, so now I love him too J, we got there just in time & I couldn’t stop smiling, Mr. G was there, he came from NY, also Tia Anna Maria from Genoa, & Karen my Swedish aunt, so cool to see them all in the same place eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-905710132003-03-11T21:59:00.000-08:002003-03-11T22:01:10.000-08:00::adult::
Today, no capri, no sandals, no super-heroes t-shirt, I had one of those mythic adults days, one of those you are afraid to say something wrong, or do something inappropriate, one of those days you don’t want to get that “OhMyGodYouRSoYoung!!” look, yeah, I had to look confident and sale my ideas, convince my clients that I’m not that young and I know what I’m doing, I can’t remember eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-904409012003-03-09T22:06:00.000-08:002003-03-09T22:32:28.000-08:00::destiny::
Do you believe in destiny?, do you think everything happens for a reason?, or we are here just shaping our destiny one minute at the time?, hey don’t look at me, I don’t know. Sometimes I wonder if there’s a reason further than my plans to live in the other side of the Atlantic, & besides you all having a place to crash in Europe. Is there a master plan?, do you think Goethe was eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-903894662003-03-08T22:22:00.000-08:002003-03-08T22:29:05.000-08:00::you know....like the way we used to do it::
What a hot day…man! I got up at 9am, my room, still dark tnx to the wooden shades I bought last week, the A/C was still on & I didn’t wanted to get out of bed, I was dreaming something, I think, but I couldn’t remember what it was. Started making a schedule for the day, I don’t know why I keep doing this, it’s pointless, I always end up doing eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-903162102003-03-07T11:23:00.000-08:002003-03-07T13:14:17.000-08:00::Of Love & Other Demons::
A story about magic, religion, superstition, love, tragedy & culture. Sierva Maria de Todos los Angeles is a rebellious 12 years old girls raised by her father slaves in south America during the colonial era, one day she’s bitten by a rabid dog and is victim of ignorance and religion, the priest of the town thinks she’s possessed and she’s sent to a convent, where she eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-902135702003-03-05T19:01:00.000-08:002003-03-07T08:39:14.000-08:00::food::…And yes I’m sure you need olive oil for that, but hey, you wont find anything healthier than that I swear….
This friend called me and asked me to cook something for her, but no meat, no fat, no salt, no sugar, no fun, oh and it had to be cheap. C’mon, healthy and cheap? That’s not a possible equation, I try to eat healthy as much as I can, no greasy food, low fat, low salt, but that’s eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-901554062003-03-04T20:10:00.000-08:002003-03-04T20:11:25.000-08:00::how i wish::
I was waiting for the green light, alone, beautiful sunny day, full of energy, still can smell the scent of the sun block, my hair was still wet and I’m not wearing shoes, have my sketch book in the back sit, with some colors waiting for my muse, then I start looking for my sun glasses in my old back pack, What’s this? …. well it’s a cd … duh! So I played it and it started like eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-900747162003-03-03T14:55:00.000-08:002003-03-03T20:08:26.000-08:00::how the hell you turn this damn thing on!::
So I’ve been working, and I’m getting tired of not getting where I want to go, but that’s life, I think it’s also in the bible no? didn’t god said “You Adam will pay for this offence, you’ll work till the end of your days, and you Eve, will pay with blod…..monthly!!” wasn’t something like that?, I’m not so sure, anyway I’m working, and I’ll get eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-899852382003-03-01T21:28:00.000-08:002003-03-01T21:37:09.000-08:00::straight night::
“OH MY, OH MY!!!!! I thought it was next week I swear!!…. I need to take a shower and get ready, and no I wont be ready in five minutes…Sandra is that ABBA?…”Ok sometimes I forget things, but I don’t mean to…really. My friend Sandra was organizing this opening in the Ludrou Gallery for Carmen Calderon, a young Brazilian painter, and I was supposed to pick her up, and I totallyeddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-899764262003-03-01T17:23:00.000-08:002003-03-01T17:26:46.000-08:00::i want::
Look i want one of these, but they are 180 euros DAMN *WALLPAPER!!!
eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-899353012003-02-28T19:00:00.000-08:002003-03-01T08:55:04.000-08:00::about madrid::
It was Tuesday, or it was Wednesday? No, it was Wednesday, yeah it was, I had a terrible night, my friend Carlo said he couldn’t take me to the train station, I got pretty worried, he gave me a map and how to get there, ok Alcala is not a big city, but anyway I didn’t knew anything about that place. I waked up at 5:30 am, feeling sick, and got ready, and left. It was –5°C, eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-898816962003-02-27T20:24:00.000-08:002003-02-28T10:43:56.000-08:00::gaydar::
Is there really such thing as a gaydar? ‘cause if there is I think mine is broke, hmm How can I fix it?. I’ve known guys with a “Super Gaydar 3000” yeah, they are amazing, once in Ibiza I was with Pete, & there was this really cute guy in the other side of the street, he looked pretty straight to me & he was with a group of boys & girls, Pete said “Edd look at that guy, isn’t he HOT?eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-897547522003-02-25T20:01:00.000-08:002003-02-26T07:46:07.000-08:00::ideas::
Jean Paul Sartre said that Freedom is what you do with what's been done to you, yeah I know is not very easy to take the best of what you have, but it worth a try.
I waked up with a thousand things on my head, it was a little confusing, so I decided to go to the pool earlier, I saw Alex there, you know, the good looking swimmer with the psycho girlfriend, we talked for a while, but I eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-896918102003-02-24T20:47:00.000-08:002003-02-24T21:47:33.000-08:00::haircut::
Now could someone please tell me why is the bathroom the best place to take self pics? Anyhow, my sister asked me for some pics, talking the other day I told her I wanted to cut my hair, she said that I shouldn’t,, that I looked just fine with my messy hair. My sister is adorable and so pretty!!.
I missed the pool this morning, had a lot work to do, but I was blocked, I need a muse, eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-896652112003-02-24T13:12:00.000-08:002003-02-24T13:17:26.000-08:00::friend::
I’ve learned so much this weekend about me, first, I lost control of a situation, I thought I knew what I was doing, but I think I didn’t (big, big mistake), so I was going to do what I always do in this cases, disappear; but this time I didn’t wanted to loose a friend, to loose someone special, someone I cared about.
At first I tried to convince myself that it wasn’t real, that I waseddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-896209032003-02-23T15:42:00.000-08:002003-02-23T16:49:34.000-08:00::heroes::
Today I saw Peque, he was one of my teenage heroes, you know one of those bad guys you always wanted to be, he was such a cool kid, like 5 years older than me, and I kept thinking “wow it would be great to be just like him, everybody following you everywhere”, he used to make fun of me, actually he made fun of everybody, you could see him on the corners smoking and wow, it was like a eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-895802312003-02-22T19:45:00.000-08:002003-02-23T10:35:57.000-08:00::note::
I have to go to Amarillo Texas!....hmmm :) i wisheddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-895734332003-02-22T16:39:00.000-08:002003-02-23T10:34:41.000-08:00::all i need is love?, are you sure?::
Plans for tonight, dinner probably RA, that restaurant with the cute waiter with my friends, then T.R.F. you know cool place & cool people, but I got a phone call from a friend, she was crying, I couldn’t understand what she was trying to tell me, then she calmed down, and told me that her boyfriend just dumped her, he’s also my friend, and she said that eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-895160692003-02-21T12:46:00.000-08:002003-02-21T14:10:20.000-08:00::to helena::
Dear Helena,
Amazing, it’s been 5 years since the last time I saw you, if I only knew I wasn’t going to hear anything from you again, if I only knew… remember how great it was?, I was 18 you were 23, you told me how much you like it here I told you how much I wanted to go to your country, you looked lovely that first morning.
I thought a lot about you the first few days after eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-894157032003-02-19T21:50:00.000-08:002003-02-19T22:01:45.000-08:00::4:59::
4 pm, 36°C, 80 Km/h, dj Tiesto, sun glasses, Ralph Lauren Jeans, A|X tight black t-shirt, red shoes, people, lots of people, red light, green light, red light, green light, papers everywhere, phone call, “not now please, I’m on my way to down town" , thousand cars, the voices in my head repeating “you are not going to get there on time”, oh how I love the color of the sea in this timeeddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-893478192003-02-18T19:18:00.000-08:002003-02-18T19:27:49.000-08:00::tea, a boy, and a psycho::
A cup of cappuccino royale, please…. The girl from the coffee shop gently said “are you sure?, it’s way to hot outside, you should have an ice tea”, I just smiled, thanked her and told her that coffee was just fine.
The pool was great, I tried the outdoor pool for a change and there he was, the cute boy with the psycho girlfriend, man she needs help, I smiled, he eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-892852532003-02-17T20:50:00.000-08:002003-02-17T21:03:22.000-08:00::where are we?::
How far we are!" he sighed
"From what?"
"From ourselves," said the Bishop... "The very idea that they have already slept tonight in Spain fills me with terror."
"We cannot intervene in the rotation of the earth," said Delaura.
"But we could be unaware of it so that it does not cause us grief," said the Bishop. "More than faith, what Galileo lacked was a heart." *
I want to eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-892254072003-02-16T22:27:00.000-08:002003-02-16T22:35:45.000-08:00::new place, old friends::
It’s official, I’m moving, my new address is Paseige de Gracia & Corsega XX 3a 2a, moving next july. My new roommates?, well Anna, she’s a dutch girl I barely know, Danny is a Spanish dude, I don’t know him at all, but it’s ok, the place is fabulous, Anna wrote me an e-mail, and said I’m gonna have the first room of the hall, & I’m gonna have my own studio/guest room, eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-892077382003-02-16T15:36:00.000-08:002003-02-16T15:37:31.000-08:00::sabado::
I just saw “Adaptation”, and I totally agree that we are what we love, not what loves us. Last night was ok, went to T.R.F. a new club, nice design, good music, it was full, and after a while I got bored, I don’t know what’s wrong with me, so I left at midnight, my friend Karen asked me if there was something wrong, there’s nothing wrong girl. eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-891770112003-02-15T22:51:00.000-08:002003-02-15T22:51:29.593-08:00::about::
Well I just found out that I’ve been writing this journal for almost 5 months, and I haven’t said anything about me, so I took Toddo’s template, and here are a few things about me.
· Name: Edd
· Middle initial: A.
· Age: 23
· Home: Barcelona, Spain
· Hair color: Black
· Eye color: Coffee
· Height: 5'8"
· Weight: 135 lbs
· Waist: 29
· Place of birth: Panama city
· Date of birth: eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-891274512003-02-14T20:09:00.000-08:002003-02-14T22:09:09.000-08:00::who's what?::
My dear friend Jamison, once told me that coming out was something I was going to do the rest of my life, I believe him, tonight after gym I got a call on my cell phone, it was Brenda, first she complained ‘cause I left without saying goodbye, she asked me if I had plans for dinner, I told her that I was going to stay home doing nothing, then she asked me if I could get readyeddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-891012372003-02-14T09:36:00.000-08:002003-02-14T09:50:37.000-08:00::v2::
I don’t know how I did it, but I got out of bet at 8:00 am, after just 3 ½ hours of sleep to go to the pool!, I almost drown!, next time I’ll stay in bed. After swimming and a red bull, I went to get a few postcards I have to send, and lunch with Sandra, I don’t know how to tell her I’m not going to feel comfortable in the party tonight. Last night I planed the date of my dreams with eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-890717202003-02-13T20:05:00.000-08:002003-02-13T20:05:27.256-08:00::happy valentines * colorful post::
Happy valentines!, I guess, you know, just a couple of hours ago I remembered this is actually my first gay v-day, and I got a bit down, I felt lonely, but proud, I felt sad, but strong, I felt bored, but full of plans. I don’t need anybody to feel special, would be nicer, indeed, but I still have time, there’s no rush, there’s still a long way to travel. eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3817839.post-890478592003-02-13T11:46:00.000-08:002003-02-13T12:33:05.000-08:00::keep walking::
Someone, certainly smarter than me (*Nietzsche) said once “We just understand the questions we can answer”, I feel better, I’m going to give my dear friend some time, and I hope she understands. I have to keep walking. So I guess I’m moving.
Yesterday I got an e-mail from a guy I met before leaving, he was asking me if I had plans for Valentines, I just can’t believe it! Why eddhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16570326408364679371noreply@blogger.com